I'm in a weird space of my life right now, I feel like I have more energy for things and I am getting more stuff done but I am still haunted by the lack of meaning behind it all, I do not know what I want from life, I do not know my purpose. I know that this is a thing that I need to decide for myself but it's very hard to make a decision like that when everything is so subjective and I don't feel especially compelled by anything. It's nice to get things done and feel accomplished but none of it fulfills me truly. This is probably just my depression in all honesty but that lack of meaning behind anything truly drags me down. I have a lot on my mind and I would like to dissect it more at some point but I'm trying to keep this blog post brief for now. Maybe some deeper rambling will come later on when I'm more comfortable with writing here.

Thingies I have been doing lately:

Watching: DragonBall Daima, I don't know how the larger community around dragonball feels about this show, but personally I'm not impressed. I have seen all the other DragonBall shows and this one feels the weakest to me. It feels like what everyone else explained to me GT would be like but I have a soft spot for GT in all honesty. In Daima the dialogue doesnt flow right, having everyone be children again is not an interesting plot point to me and makes their voices a bit more grating on the ears. I don't know it just feels empty of the love that went into the other shows.

Reading: Salem's Lot, Just finished this one and I enjoyed it a lot, I was not expecting a vampire novel going in so it was a pleasant surprise! Not my favorite of Stephen King's work but it did not dissapoint.

Listening: Watsky, I love a lot of his music and hes an artist I come back to a lot. If I went over all the songs of his I have been listening to this would take forever but Seizure Boy is a classic that resonates hard with me and a new song of his I heard recently was Kill A Hipster, very good tunes and an anti-gentrification message to chew on.

Gaming: Nubby's Number Factory has a grip on my soul right now, I can't beat the expiration date challenge for the life of me.

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